._.
mreeeeeh~
the little apartment that I mentioned in the last journal.. well we ended up not taking it.
It was just a horrible experiance.. and I'm just SO glad its over.
Now we just need to keep looking ( ;-; )

um but yeah~
something that just made it all better~~~
one of my favourite Lolita brands (been admiring their stuff for a loooong time ) has finally started shipping overseas! FREAKN YEAH!
I need a job. now.
[link]
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and to loose some weight. yesterday. ( )

also a few things that are deep.. and probably boring xD~ (but I'm hyper and want to 'talk' )
having lived in what felt like isolation for those years, coming back made me realize why you would want friends in the first place. Its actually something I don't think I could write in words, but its very important. (lesson of the day kids, is don't be crappy like me, but keep your friends close and in contact! )

Then, another thing that I still find funny to this day:
A while back I was just chilln' in the shower, washing my hair, thinking about nothing in particular, when this thought just popped into my head. It went exactly like this:
"I would rather be acknowledged than accepted."
...
daaaaaaaamn
wtf
but you know it was so right on and true that I just kind of stopped there and thought about it for a while. too true.

also, I noticed when it comes to creativity and the like I seem to preform better as a .. umm.. how to put.. conductor, director for others. Like they supply the initial energy and ideas and I guide it to a more refined state. At least I've noticed that when it comes to Luis and I. He's the water and I'm the irrigation that gets to where it needs to go without diluting or getting lost.

and then something less profound~ xD
I went to try and design a character that I would like to use (theoretically ) in the table top rpg Anima ( [link] )
and I automatically thought "Ice" and maybe "holy"
but then I stopped~
I mean, I really love those elements, and the ideas and feelings that go with them, but is it really -me-? If I existed in a world like that would I fall into some other category based on who I really am rather than what I find aesthetically pleasing? (knowing me I would do things the difficult way and go for something I wasn't meant for, but force it anyways )
so naturally, as we all do these days, I turned to the internet. In this case: Quizilla, and countless element quizzes. Tons of them where bad and predictable (aka I choose these answers and I get this element ) but some of them were well put together.
The overwhelming majority that I got was Earth, followed closely by Darkness (when it was pressent) with some water and air tossed in (one ice ;-; )
I -have- noticed a growing appreciation for all things green, and I -have- always loved flowers.. but when it comes to elemental earth I think rocks and dirt ._. boring... (waaaaa sad thing is I AM!! ;_; )


daaaamn I ate too many MeltyKisses.. SUGAR BUZZ
;_;
need a diet..

hey every body, I just wanted to say a quick thanks for all the comments and faves I've gotten since I moved.. so thanks! ^^

We're still at my parents at the moment. Though we are in the process of being approved for a little apartment. (though only after going through retarded coast guard admins then semi retarded leasing agents ._. ) we also got a new car. Its scary owing that much money! T~T but we'll be fine ~~

other than that we are just getting by ^^
hope everyone is still doing ok~~ <3

wooooooo~
yeah... hehe... most of the time I just get the feeling I shouldn't bother with these xD (they always suck )
but um.. yeah?
I've been doing ok, just biding my time... cause... we're moving!!!! finally xD and back to a place I'de much rather be. <3

I don't know if anyone else has ever read the real versions of old fairy tales but... there is always at least one thing that is just like... wait.. what??... wtf?? xD... they make for a rather interesting read. I'm finding Hans Christian Anderson to be much more enjoyable than Brothers Grim. but those brothers...I mean who could forget this lovely passage:
'Hans went into the stable, cut out the calves and sheep's eyes, and threw them at Grethle's face. Then Grethel became angry, tore herself loose and ran away, and became the bride of Hans'
or you know you love the sentiment of:
'Then she came to the sun, but it was too hot and terrible, and devoured little children' wait... I agree with that one...
how about~
'But the morning star arose, and gave her the drumstick of chicken and said, "If though hast not that drumstick though canst not open the Glass mountain, and in the glass mountain is thy brothers" '
.... as well as the dwarves I think... I think she ended up eating the drumstick and having to chop of a finger to use as the key, but it was all good. (the last two came from the same story, but the fist was a different one )
oh, the list goes on...
good times.
oh, and I have a deepening love of flowers! so many lovely ones ^^

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Taken from ~Funkymonkeyjr13 's journal. (really fun idea! )
Soundtrack of your Life If your life was a movie, what would the Soundtrack be like?

and that's the way it goes:
1. open your music database (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. turn on shuffle
3. press play
4. for every question write down the song that's being played
5. for every new question -> press next
6. DON'T LIE

Opening credits:
Birdcage : Gackt ( [link] )

Awakening:
Cage : Dir en Grey ( [link] )

Childhood:
Cube : Gackt ( [link] )

First Day of School:
Storm: Gackt ( [link] )

Made First Friend:
Hot Limit: TMR ( [link] )

Fight-Song:
Mind Forest: Gackt ( [link] )

Life is Great:
Vanilla: Gackt ( [link] )

Mental Breakdown:
Release Me: Schwarz Stein (no video)

First Love:
Speed Master: Gackt ( [link] )

Car Ride:
Uncontrol: Gackt ( [link] )

First Family Death:
Le Ciel: Malice Mizer (live version) ( [link] )

Drop out of school:
Secret Garden: Gackt ( [link] )

First Job:
Hiru no Tsuki: Outlaw Star OST ( [link] )

First Concert:
予感 (Yokan): Dir en Grey ( [link] )

Review:
Seven: Gackt ( [link] )

Get Together With Your Big Love:
Nine Spiral: Gackt ( [link] )

Marriage:
Passion: Utada Hikaru (KHII) ( [link] )

Sex scene:
理由 (wake ) : Dir en Grey ( [link] )

Birth of your First Child:
Kimi ga Oikaketa Yume: Gackt ( [link] )

(Old age death):
Last Song: Gackt (O_O ) ( [link] )

(Suicide death):
Distorted World: Hora (@_@ ) (no video.. kind of dark trancy techno )

Funeral:
Freesia op.1 : Gackt ( [link] )

End Credits:
Boise de Merveilles: Malice Mizer ( [link] )

woooooooooow.. well first off I think its kind of obvious who make up the majority of my play list.. might I go on record that I have lots of other stuff too? (Like Enya, Boston, Van Halen, HIM, AFI... ) but with 7 or 8 albums being Gackt.. yeah xD

hahahhah some songs fit really well.. others xD~~~~........

I COMMAND YOU TO WATCH THOSE VIDEOS ~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeeis, tis Valentines Day XD
always was one of my favorite 'holidays'. ALL THE CANDIES!! XDDD

but yeeeah, I hope everyone has been doing good. Probably goes without saying, but its same ol same ol for me.
><though~ I busted my ass these past two days to get the house ready for inspection (cause we live in military housing ) and.. it was all over in like ten minutes. They didn't even really look around. I'de like to think it was because everything already looked nice... and not that they were just freakn lazy.. but .. >< so I'm a little down about that xP but I'll get over it! x3

have a happy lovelove day! (or just a good day if its not your thing ^^ ) <3
~Bou

Been pretty dead around here, I know xP~
Everything has been going ok though.
In october I got to go to Disney World for the first time, which was allot of fun... though also extremely exhausting as well T_T.
Today is Thanksgiving (in the states) so I hope everyone has a good time and eats lots of yummy food :3
Saturday is my brithday which makes me a little depressed (but as always, kind of excited to you know? hehe )
Not much really going on around here, but I hope everyone is doing well : D
<3
(rofl... kind of sounds like a list.... xD I suck xD )